Things are never as they seem. A persons success and struggles are a disguise to a horrible, devastating story. Never in a million years would I think I’d be in a horrible position with a grey cloud above me wherever I turn. Never would I wish this feeling upon anyone. I can’t seem to find my sanity, and peace no matter how much I try. Positive thoughts and great moods are just quotes to make everything seem better. I can’t seem to find my comfort at night, can’t seem to find my appetite, can’t seem to find the true meaning behind life. God bless